新的一年 2013

没有日出的早晨

虽然自己是个night owl，但其实我很喜欢早晨。喜欢看着还未亮的天空，吹着凉凉的晨风 坐在椅子上想着事情。那天，趁大家都还在睡时，我偷偷地起身打算看着2012年最后第二天的日出。看着一边无际的天空，微微的亮起 却久久也不见那粒我渴望已久的太阳。等着等着 睡在我身边的三位也起床了，都期待着那粒太阳慢慢升起。到了7时多，我们知道 不会升了。天空慢慢以微蓝色变成亮白色。失望？很失望。

带着有点失望的心情 刷了牙 洗了面， 为了我的朋友们 准备了我平时不会做的早餐。顿时，觉得那一刻很幸福。其实幸福很简单。

2012年过的还不错。虽然有不开心的，不过也有很美好的回忆。2013年 会是一个开始，一个不一样的开始。我将结束四年的大学生活，结束21年的学生身份，开始一个无际经的上班族。害怕？有点 因为人类都害怕改变。真心希望2013年会过的更开心。

My resolution for 2013:

To be able to graduate with first class honor and secure a job that I like. 

各位 新的一年的第一个post

Happy New Year!

人生

很不喜欢这样的感觉

看着她 听着她

诉说着这段日子的委屈

看着她快乐的问我大小事到慢慢讲到眼泪泛红

我很难过

突然觉得很愧疚

因为 昨天的奢华

是明天的堕落

我觉得我应该面壁思过

因为当时当刻 我想的是我自己

她说未来四个月会很难熬

我知道 她知道 他却还是老样子

她说他难过 我这样对他

我说 是他这样对我 我才这样对他

他每天在做毫无意义的事 

令人讨厌 令人厌烦的事情

你要我如何尊敬 孝敬这样的一个人

原谅？

我 学不会

可能以后老了 学会淡然看待人生了

我就会原谅他

可是 对不起

我现在办不到

但我不能说走就走

虽然我真的很想

因为这不是朋友 不是情人 

我心里有一个刺

是一个埋藏许久的刺 

拔不出 反而越刺越深

人生

是一门很大的学问

Silent night

圣诞节除夕的一天

上完上午的课后 懒得回家 所以去了学校的lab， 听着mp3 坐在那冷的快冻死的 lab 做着延迟许久的assignment。这种完成了一项因我懒惰而延迟的事情的感觉真的很好。

过后就从lab走去面包店买了一个不怎么好吃的面包 再慢慢地走去上课。我喜欢这种一个人以轻松不赶时间的步伐 走在空荡荡的校园  欣赏着没有太阳的天空 吹着微微的凉风的感觉。 课一样的闷 可是感谢老师的体谅 早了半小时放人。

在等巴士时 没有什么圣诞的气氛 可是觉得很踏实 因为我要回家的关系吧。坐着满满外劳的巴士里，听着mp3淡淡的歌声 看着一辆一辆车的飞驰 心情是轻松的。

回到芙蓉，坐在车上听着我妈妈好像很久没有人陪她聊天似的报告家里的大小事 感觉我好像该多回家陪她。到家以后，饭桌上有着还未收起的菜肴 妈妈说知道我一定还未吃 。那时已经九点半了。妈妈还说前一天吃着午餐时 看见我喜欢的虾类食物 想起了我 所以特地打包 还不让别人吃。感动 哈哈 她 也有很可爱的一面。

现在冲了热水凉 在写这部落格。

 

这天过得简单的来很幸福。

各位 圣诞节快乐！

摄影

喜欢摄影

 

从很久以前就喜欢拍照

自拍啦拍别人啦拍风景啦

却没有一台能让我乱拍的相机

一直以来都是用我那象素没有很好的电话

自从认识了一位也喜欢摄影的朋友

对他的相机更是爱不释手

以前那位朋友都不敢让人碰他的相机

自从某位朋友生日派对让我玩玩后

总算放心让我玩了

过后他的相机就是我的玩具

哈哈哈

那天 拿着那个价值非凡的相机在拍照的时候

说了一句 太爱这台相机了

朋友问我 是那一型号的相机还是…

我的回答很简单

就只因为 它是一台  相机

想了想 我对于最新型的手机都没兴趣

我想要只是能拍出很美丽的照片的camera

电话的也行 我也爱我弟弟电话的相机

我看我有钱以后第一样会买的东西

会是相机

喜欢摄影

不是因为拍得好

就只是因为喜欢

拍照就像在写一个图画日记

没有字眼 却存有意义

英语有这样的一句话

A picture speaks a thousand words

确实 照片有时比言语表达的东西更真实

我拍照向来不喜欢拍别人摆好pose笑的样子

我喜欢自然的照片

就是那个真实的你 不是摆出来的你

朋友很讨厌乱拍的我 因为拍得他们很丑

在我眼里 只有最自然的样子最美丽

=)

Self discipline

Temptation is such a evil thing. It lures you in and tempt you like some people are attracted to shoes, clothes, foods, chocolates, gundam or toys. There's whole lot of temptation out there in the world. One thing people around me tells me lately is they don't have money but they are still shopping and buying things they don't need. As my random fact #2 says, what you want is not what you need. So my advice is to buy what you need but not what you want. Hard? Very. 

Like any other girl, I am very vulnerable to shopping. It used to be foods but I got that under control. One thing about money is that it vanishes faster than a blink of eyes. This is true, very true. Every time i withdraw money, it disappear before i realize. So one day, I try to record down what I buy every day and realize what I buy are all foodstock and livestock. I don't even go for shopping nowadays because i forbid myself from all the temptation. Now I put myself on a strict diet and budget every week. 

So how do people save money? Self discipline. No one can force you to spend money but yourself, your desire and your will. You control what you buy. You have to say no to yourself. Ask yourself before buying, Do you need it? Or just you want it? Controlling yourself is very much restraining yourself from wasting money. Some may say you are not enjoying life but I prefer a well-planned life than a life filled with debts and things you don't need.

This is the same as studies. You can see in a class, students that take initiative to study and score, students that come late or doesn't come at all and study last minute, students that absent for whole semester and fail, students that are lazy and expect help from other people. No one knows how to do everything the first time, before you tell other people, "I don't know how to do." and ask for help, why not try and solve it yourself first? That person doesn't know how too at first but we learn. 

Some people ask for help every time they face a problem but they never actually attempt themselves. You must take initiative to help yourself before people will help you. I help whenever i can but I don't like helping lazy and dependent people. If you are not interested in helping yourself, why should I? I doesn't have the obligation to help you. Self discipline applies here too. Set a target for yourself, be strict to yourself. Own a little dignity of your own. 

Self Discipline

Be a owner of your own life, never let temptation rule your life. 

FaithLoveHope

Hello.

This is my second blog, third actually. One was deleted months ago and another one is for close friends only. Why I decide to open another one is because the other blog has too much personal things & not suitable for public viewing and also because there are things that I want to share.

But before that, I will share a little on my random thoughts from the other blog.

Random fact #1

What you hate about other people is what you hate about yourself.

Random fact #2

What you want is not what you need.

Random fact #3

Accomplishment makes people happy

Random fact #4

Aging is not scary, it’s a process of growing up and growing old eventually.

Random Fact #5

Memories are an inexpensive yet valuable gift compared to a present itself.

Random fact#6

Confidence is the key to success.

Random fact #6

Never say no before you try.

Random Fact#7

Sense of responsibility will lead you to success

Random fact#7

如果真的当你是朋友，就该教你钓鱼 而不是送鱼给你吃

Random fact #8

Those who remembers your birthday are those who knows you the longest

Random fact #9

You can never satisfy everyone.

Random fact #10

Sometimes, you just need to be alone, sometimes.

Random fact# 11

Once you broke that trust, there is nothing you can do to fix it.

Random fact #12

When you stop breathing, you stop thinking.

Random fact #13

You are upset because you care.

I didn’t realize #6 and #7 was repeated.

Shall start blogging on my thoughts the next post.

Bye =)